Dear Earth: I Love You

Dear Earth, today is as good a day as any to tell you how much I love you. Cooped up in my apartment in New York City, helplessly watching the news as thousands of people suffering from COVID-19 breathe their last breath, I’m reminded of how much you mean to me. And though I’m heartbroken at the pain and suffering of my fellow humans and can’t bring myself to properly celebrate the 50th anniversary of Earth Day, I still want to take a moment to express my gratitude.

Gratitude, because every morning, the sun outside my window beckons me to get up, even when I don’t feel like it. And when the evening comes after an aimless day spent in isolation and I don’t know where to direct my attention anymore, you give me the unexpected gift of a newly clear sky filled with a million stars.

I find it amazing that your seasons still march on, from winter to spring and soon to summer, whether we pay attention or not. As the weeks go by, I see flowers bloom and buds turn into leaves, coloring the urban landscape in soft pastels and tender green. I had almost forgotten that you can do all of that without us. And how astonishing that some of your wild creatures – the ones we usually only see from afar because they’re too weary to wander into our towns, the wild goats and the coyotes and the fallow deer – are now visiting the places where we no longer roam! “Hello,” I feel like saying. “Can we hang out? I’m a little lonely over here, separated from my own species. Maybe we can keep each other company?”

And by the way, thank you for putting up with our excesses and our temper tantrums, our greed and our indifference, our honest mistakes and our willful ignorance. You patiently endure our petty in-fighting, our endless politicking, and our deflections. No matter how disruptive our actions are, you continue to hold us in your embrace with great compassion. When the future is so uncertain, your calm and steadiness are comforting.

It’s true that we have a tendency to complain about you a lot. It’s too hot or too cold. Too rainy or too humid. It’s too far, too unpredictable, too dangerous. But don’t pay attention to any of it. Really. We don’t mean anything by it; it’s just how we relate to each other. It’s how we make conversation when we have nothing better to say. Because oftentimes, what we say is less important than the simple act of reaching out and talking to each other.

You and I have gone on grand adventures over the years. I have been to some of your furthest reaches, and every time, your beauty and sheer magnitude have taken my breath away. In fact, it was those experiences that led me to fight for you. I saw everything that you are, everything that you so generously give, and I felt a responsibility to ensure that no harm was done to you. You have inspired me in ways I can’t even begin to describe and in return, I have vowed to use my artistic gifts to encourage others to honor and respect you.

At the same time, it’s strange that it has taken this falling away of everything familiar to realize how much I miss you. Under normal circumstances, it would be easy to lose myself in the busyness of New York life. It would be easy to think of you almost in the abstract. But in our current slowed-down state, I’m acutely aware of feeling both separated from you and so connected that my day-to-day wellbeing is intimately linked to yours.

Which brings me back to today: Earth Day’s 50th anniversary. A milestone. For 50 years, billions of us have celebrated this day and pledged to do everything we can to keep you safe. Billions of us have recognized that our breath and yours are intimately connected, that our inhale is forever your exhale. And, lest we forget this important lesson, the COVID-19 pandemic is here to remind us with great urgency. It’s here to teach us anew what we already know but often conveniently forget.

Dear Earth, I love you so, so much. One day, like so many people this past month, I will give you my last breath. But in the meantime, I promise to continue to do everything I can to keep us both alive and thriving.

(Top image: Fort Tryon Park in New York City. Photo by Chantal Bilodeau.)


Chantal Bilodeau is a playwright whose work focuses on the intersection of science, policy, art, and climate change. She is the founder of Artists & Climate Change, and the Artistic Director of The Arctic Cycle, an organization that uses theatre to foster dialogue about our global climate crisis, create an empowering vision of the future, and inspire people to take action.

22 thoughts on “Dear Earth: I Love You

  1. What a beautifully expressed love letter on this special day, Chantal. It feels like we are at a fork in the road. One can only hope that, once we emerge from this plague, we will see that it is possible to change our behavior towards Mother Earth.

    • Yes, it does feel like this is the moment when things will change – but it’s hard to tell which direction it will take yet. I’m with you in hoping that a world of possibility is opening up.

  2. Thank you for expressing what so many of us feel in these strange times. It is only when we lose our familiar comforts that we can learn to appreciate the world that you describe and that is often sadly invisible to us.

  3. Beautiful, Chantal. We do all forget that the earth goes about creating and blossoming with or without us.

  4. Happy Earth Day Chantal! This one’s the most important of all. Like you, I am taking some respite and solace in watching the earth do its thing from my window. Our sunflowers are shooting up and the planter boxes are overstuffed with herbs. Roses are going to be appearing soon. It feels so poetic. Taking the good with the bad. Life’s never binary. One silver lining to this terrible crisis is noticeably less trash strewn along the streets, plastic bags in trees, and smoggy skies. In the midst of this global pandemic, we are witnessing the natural world healing itself. The solution for flattening future pandemics becomes clear: we need to protect the environment, and preserve the remaining natural habitats. May the 51st, 75th and 100th Earth Day anniversaries find the natural world and humanity thriving in tandem. Thank you for your beautiful tribute! It was the first thing I read today, and a great way to start the day!

    • Thank you, Adam and Happy Earth Day to you too! I love the idea of imagining what the 75th and 100th Earth Day anniversaries might look like. There should be lots of sunflowers and herbs. 🙂 Be well.

  5. I just filled my car with the cheapest gas I can remember because no one wants it so we can all sign this birthday card for earth with a little hope. Thanks Chantal for your guidance.

  6. Merci, Chantal. I have similar feeling for our beloved planet. Words don’t actually do justice to our attachment and connection, but they help. Yours are engaging. Take care

    • Merci, Claude. And you’re right – words are not enough but they help. It was certainly helpful to me to find the right ones for this.

  7. ⭐️ What a wonderful, heartfelt, articulate and moving piece of writing – thank you Chantal for helping to remind us of what really matters, and for encouraging us to raise our eyes up from their isolated focus to look up and gaze in wonder at the amazing stars! 💕

    • Thanks, Emma. The stars are out in full force again tonight in NYC. It’s so amazing – better enjoy it while it lasts!

  8. Thank you Chantal, beautiful words in a tough moment. I keep feeling that same impulse; it is the land, or ‘country’, as Australian aboriginal people would say, that keeps calling us back from the precipice. Keep well and stay connected. We are likewise waiting for the moment we can get back walking in our forests. Much love.

    • Hi Simon! Yes, the precipice is real and inches closer with every additional week we stay isolated. I’m worried about so many people… I hope you’re well. Sending you love.

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